
Thank you for visiting Soul Forte's Issue 17, featuring writing by Miranda Ruth Gill, Claire Haynsworth Coenen, Gene Hyde, Carol Krause, Cleopatra Sorina Iliescu, Karen I. Sorto, Mark B. Hamilton, Robert Vivian, Adrian DeBoy, and Pramod Lad. May you read and resurrect.
the stars inside
i am a creature
born of wonder
spreading the line
through indigo seas,
three sides;
i’ll hold
this lens
of silver light
don’t tell me i’m dreaming,
i have smiled
across cosmic cloud forms,
myriad and wild
soft and safe inside
the great plain beating
the cusp
of one heart
i know myself,
surprised
i’ll show myself,
unformed
beg, don’t let me forget
to the stars inside.
we weep dark tears
under this moon i make
the discovery; i am born
of beginnings.
long i’ve lingered
beneath the dark stars,
reforming
every dream
in my heart, unsoldiered,
collapsed,
as nothing. don’t recoil –
the dry dust
can only defile
this thing you
think you are. are not,
don’t wait on me
i’m flying
under a new moon,
born blind;
the stars
are within everything.
while we weep
dark tears,
shed our skin
a thousand times
the moon is growing
fat and full,
carry us on
in the ripening
of time, swelling wide
with you
unbroken face
under the rainbow
of night.
this earth
lifts up
everyone,
new as eggs,
like you
bones full, heart smiling;
we’re recycling sunlight.
Miranda Ruth Gill is a poet and meditation guide recovering from a decade of chronic illness, during which she often lived bedbound, in isolation. As identity dissolved away, she discovered a portal to wild adventures of a different kind; those of the ever-present and always expanding soul.
the golden daughter’s shadow work
my fantasy was persephone, gathering bouquets
of narcissus flowers, lemonade yellow with trumpet-coronas,
passively ambitious and entitled among girlish lilies and violet possibilities
the reality forced me to dirt torn by obsidian horses,
petals scattered through sulphuric winds,
the god’s fingers ripping blossoms from my manicured hand
the truth lives beneath the daffodils of my mother’s lawn,
below worm tunnels in the bottomless shadowlands
of mud and bad dreams with serpentine dogs smacking their lips,
the white picket fence floating down the river styx
the fates demanded the fall,
tawny blooms wilting brown,
frost zapping lilacs,
disintegration of a glossy future
the victim in me, wants to curse the gods,
but blame never cures reality. young, hungry lips bit red fruit,
the flower child married the underworld king
and now i live in a world of certain winter
my hope roots itself in the ancient play of patterns—
the lattice structure of underground crystals,
the sapling’s imprint within the seed,
fractals of branches in my lungs
and the trees, the resurrected
scent of spring
mixed breed
i am mammal and angel
the howl and the moon
the whimper and snarl
the lick and the wound
i am mammal and angel
the alpha and runt
the treat and the trick
the hunger and hunt
i am mammal and angel
the saint and the hound
the bone and the heart
the lost and the found
at the edge of the sea
after Mary Oliver’s “Breakage”
the evening before the floodwaters swelled,
the hibiscus trembled, the crepe myrtle sighed,
the white bird found shelter beneath swaying branches,
the surface of the deep rumbled a prophecy,
but i could not smell the threat of rain.
when i sank into a deluge of biblical proportions,
a squall whipped through my psyche—
a whirlpool of black, brackish seas.
the lord of creation and the lord of destruction
swirled and cracked lines in my mind.
lightning flashed through dilated eyes.
in the hospital cube, it was hard to tease out
nurses from angels, the mad from the mystic,
the parasitic from the pearls of wisdom.
on the shoreline of memory, a thousand weeks later,
i meander through pieces that lived in the depths—
scarred mussels, tattered periwinkle, a split ashen oyster.
the waves splash my feet in syncopated rhythms,
the sky scatters clouds—charcoal, opal
then kaleidoscopic. no one can hold the ocean within her hands
so i pick up one fragile shell at a time,
run my fingers across its ridges and bumps
as the winds play with the grays in my hair.
bearing the light
you're covered in roses, you're covered in ruin, you're covered in secrets.
—Patty Griffin, “Mary”
mary, mary, i wake early again
pregnant with questions
empty of answers
how do you hold it all in your heart?
mother of sorrows, i wait for the clarity free from language
like the garden breathing the first rose of spring
beads of dew on may’s green
but here i am covered in gray sheets and blankets
of midwinter thinking, leviathan weight
from yesterday’s headlines
mary, mary, how do you bear the light
in a world of static and smoke
plastic screens and cracked prophecies?
beyond the glass
past smudges and cracks
the swallows praise air
with hymns of their wings
mary, mary, teach me melodies born of sky and ruin
the cadence of feathers
and a magnified soul
mary, i will learn to be silent
mary, i will learn to sing
Claire Haynsworth Coenen is a writer and teacher living in Nashville, Tennessee. Her work has appeared in several publications including ONE ART, Sky Island Journal, and Salvation South. Her first book of poems, The Beautiful Keeps Breathing (Kelsay Books), was published in June 2024.
Bats at Dusk
Unplanned paths can be
fruitful, darting through the sky,
diving and dipping and nabbing
countless biting bugs and buzzing flies.
Mapping their flight is a model
of mayhem - every which-a-way,
up and down, arriving nowhere but
always following the next sound.
To embrace that life! To cease
planning and be so bat-like,
jaunting and jerking and seemingly
silly in flight, so erratically
perfect we could be, so many
mammals soaring through the trees.
Under the Oaks at Pisgah Inn
"A smile is seen on every leaf"
-Tchih Nhat Hahn
Grinning oaks gazing
down, beaming leaves
rustling in the breeze.
Picnickers munch chips,
open cans, make plans in
earshot, but only just.
Clouds above the ridge
almost drown them out
as their talk turns to
real estate, then stops.
Maybe they see it, too,
gazing at the clouds
hovering on the ridge,
basking in the leaves
smiling up above,
beatific boughs
dazzling with love.
Gene Hyde's poetry has appeared or is forthcoming in such publications as Salvation South, Appalachian Journal, San Antonio Review, The Banyan Review, Third Wednesday, Raven's Perch, Tiny Seed Literary Journal, and elsewhere. He lives in the Blue Ridge Mountains of North Carolina with his partner and a scruffy little dog.
Why We Shine So Bright
Come into the light. We want to see all of you. Are you trembling? We are trembling too. It’s true we are angels, but our task is to suffer with you. We have been suffering for a long time, which is why we shine so bright. We use all of our suffering. Not a morsel goes to waste. That way, when you cry out, we cry out with you. That way when you weep, we weep with you. This is how we heal together. From the sorrow of the world, which is our sorrow too. We have been sitting with this sorrow for eons. Holding it in our hands, drawing it closer. Sometimes we sing a song to sorrow. Would you like to sing along? It will be more beautiful if you join in. At the bottom of the sorrow, we find the light. It is beyond anything you have ever experienced. But you know this light very well. For this light—it came from you.
Luminous
Let the light soak through your wounds. I know you are frightened of healing—of what it could ask of you. But it asks nothing at all. You were not made to suffer, though you have learned to do it well. Now all you have to do is forget everything you have learned, so that you can remember
to let your wounds soak the light.
The Circle
The circle gathers us in its arms, we who have been suffering for so long. There is no need to call it an entry, for we never really left. But it is the greatest joy to return. We look at our hands, then our eyes. The suffering that has gathered, it has been fierce. And we are tired from our long journey into the center. It's okay to weep and to mourn, we need all the love we can get. And the place in us that is desperate is most blessed.
Carol Krause is a poet whose uncontainable mind often disrupts her plans. Sometimes this results in joy. Her writing has appeared in Augur, Arc Poetry, and Room, among other outlets. Carol’s debut poetry collection, A Bouquet of Glass, is published by Guernica Editions.
Shards of Self
It fell from the sky – the self –
into the alien world
of living in the flesh,
and like a mirror, it shattered
with the sound of thunder,
into a myriad of shards
scattered randomly
across the ever-expanding
and ever-interlacing planes
of the universe.
She pulled herself up
from drowning
in her own blood and brokenness,
and chose to relentlessly hunt,
one by one,
the peppered fragments –
each showing
a distorted reflection of her –
and piece them back into a whole,
a coherent image of what she is,
in her perfect imperfection.
Turning Inside Out
She knelt and picked up
her inner child,
limp in her arms,
left lifeless on the ground,
in the rain and the cold,
so tiny and starved,
shapeless, disfigured by wounds,
preyed on by vultures and crows.
She felt swords pierce her heart
as she witnessed
her young self, abandoned,
in a random spot nobody knew,
a no one, an orphan,
defeated, yet still hanging on,
waiting for the one ray of sun
that breaks from time to time
through thick, grey clouds.
“Forgive me,” she whispered in her ear,
“Forgive me, forgive me, forgive me.”
Tears began to pour,
forming a river of tears,
that flow toward the sea
where the pain of childhood wounds
is emptied.
A Primordial Wound Shard
She entered reluctantly
into some obscure, shapeless cosmos –
a womb with an irregular shape,
like a cave still forming,
or the innards of a cocoon,
throbbing as it weaves
more layers on top of what lies beneath –
a something unnamable.
She advanced through the cavity’s chambers,
removing cobweb after cobweb,
unraveling as snowy threads of lace.
Her vision adjusted to the dim ghostlight,
but the silence was deafening –
a space with mute sounds,
like cries and screams imprinted
on the everchanging fabric of the walls.
She reached a crushingly immense hollow –
the core of the womb –
and there, the heart rose to the ceiling,
pierced by a shard through her rib –
pale crumbs of love that couldn’t soothe
her longing for gentle warmth.
“I am giving you permission.”
The wound, oozing –
a deformed, incoherent mass,
covering the heart on all sides,
like a cage of unhealed scars –
gathered the strength to murmur:
“I am giving permission for us
to find peace,
despite our longing and pain,
for I see, I can see the light of grace
pouring from the heavens.”
She reached deep within,
beneath a black moon’s veil,
and pulled out the shard, soaked in blood
from the festering,
primordial wound of the heart,
and both cried, holding each other tightly
in a divine embrace.
A Little Ether Shard
What we know fades
to something trivial and insignificant
into the infinity of all there is,
seen and unseen –
not because it is oblivion per se,
but because we can’t see beyond,
a beyond we can’t even name –
in comparison
to the incommensurate magnitude
of what we don’t know.
And then,
the question remains:
shall I not pray for guidance
to hold onto my light
and walk the path meant for me?
I am but a trivial and insignificant shard
of a whole infinitely larger than myself.
I shall pray,
I shall trust,
I shall love.
Cleopatra Sorina Iliescu lives in Atlanta with her two sons. She holds a doctorate in education and is the author of four poetry collections. In her current series, "Peppered Shards of Self," she seeks to gather the scattered pieces of our soul – shards filled with pain but also hope – to embrace who we are in all our imperfections and honor our divine essence.
My mania tells me; she’s divine
I’m doing her a favor
Leading her to knowledge
Stripping her of her sins
Let the thorns pierce her skin,
So she can suffer —
The only way she can ever empathize—
With Christ.
As I take her to the forbidden place
The secret garden.
Let her blood cleanse the path.
Use her feet to find the way
Into murky water,
I will test her knowledge;
Scripture says we must go through the waters,
and with this infinite knowledge
Which is sanctified by the Holy Ghost.
I will obey.
Is that what you think is going on?
How sure are you?
I know she will leads us to the
Promise Land—
Eden’s garden.
So my mania speaks for me.
I will take her under
She can barely tread the calm waters
But it must be done.
I must put her on trial
To strengthen her faith
And hope that I can wash away her guilt
For she was a sinner before I came along.
I need to show her my ways,
infect her with thy holiness
Ordain her to be a child of God
To cleanse the soul.
I am a divine spirit not to be confused as a mad sprite
I know how it must look,
they say I’m endangering her
But this is a holy risk
For I know,
This is nothing compared to Hades inferno.
As he hungers on power
For every passing hour
Longing for eternal days
Never will she know peace
Only the heat of her own hell
***
I was sent to save her.
I saw her struggles,
no one knows her the way I do.
No one can bless her as I do
With the gifts I desire for her.
But she fights me,
thinks of me as a monster,
A demon sent to infect her mind.
But why?
All I ever did was care for her.
How does she distort her own reality?
Why won’t she see the truth?
I am her saving grace,
her only chance for living
Eternal lifetimes
But doubt fills her mind.
Why won’t she hear my truth?
I would never harm her
I am holy.
Why would I lie?
What would I gain?
If only just her soul.
One day I will call her
And then she must decide:
If I’m honest or if it’s all in her mind.
Karen I. Sorto is a Salvadoran-American poet and emerging social worker whose work explores faith, bipolar disorder, and cultural identity. Her poems examine the sacred within mental illness and the divine within human frailty. Her poem “Why I Lit a Candle Even When God Wasn’t Listening” was featured on a mental-health website, and she is completing her manuscript "Love Songs for the Unstable: A Prayerbook."
Breath
I’m glad for yesterday.
I needed the river,
but it has done fine
without me.
An empty cathedral
silently passes.
Perhaps, it is
what we used to be
this wet earth
of sterile sand,
with a tree’s
dead and shiny limbs
stretching-up
from the gut
of a silt-free river
to end
its beautiful life
in purified waters.
Mark B. Hamilton (MFA, University of Montana) is an eco-poet and scholar of pre-industrial America. His work focuses upon the environment and the poetics of change. An eighth poetry collection title, "1803: The Wintering," a history-based volume of traditional verse, will be released in February 2026.
Maybe Poem
Maybe ocean now and maybe river, maybe Fall-Down-Moses in the middle of a brightly lit Meijer’s and fellow shoppers aghast and amazed at such a hangdog and ragged display as if to bring down clouds of mercy, maybe tiny stream leading to a living heart beat in deep accord with all that lives and breathes and maybe Emily’s beloved dashes lighting up sheets of place and maybe sparks from a campfire with my brothers on Isle Royal years ago and a lone wolf howling deep in the night that shall always remain a forlorn form of saying forever and never again—and maybe beyond there’s a field and I will meet you there as in a Rumi poem where we talk about the mysteries of love and loss until dawn and arrive nowhere near close to understanding though the cherishing communion builds like a rising tide of sobs in our throats—and maybe brief pin pricks of pity for all the roadkill here in central Michigan punctuating the sides of 46 in torn bodies with crazed eyeballs staring at the sky—and maybe pond or puddle or runnel of coffee down a khaki pant leg circa the late nineties in Styrofoam hysteria, maybe sculpted dunes of cheekbones fit for a valley of personal and heretofore cosmic tears, maybe the end of the world and the last tattered pizza box from Little Caesars subbing for true nourishment for the very last time, maybe heartbreak again and again in order to expand the heart’s aching circumference which is meant to embrace the whole world, maybe snow then rain then snow again in alternate states of rapt becoming—and maybe how to walk away from a poem in the middle of writing it in order to let the poem breathe and become its own personal bird (but now it’s time to come back), maybe Janis singing Maybe in her one and only appearance on the Ed Sullivan Show in a beautiful aching voice loved forever, maybe a few grains of wonder and gratitude three minutes before dawn, a lit-up countdown that never gets old, maybe a prayer after all from my own coffee-tinted breath and maybe, just maybe something like thanksgiving and a hushed sigh of wonder that all I have to do for the rest of my life is love with a washed away heart glad to be here for a little while before my pony breaks down and my soul is set free to love everyone and everything with no discrimination whatsoever so come what is and come who may as if we are singing maybe together in Rumi’s field and holding hands before we skip out into eternity.
Robert Vivian's latest book under his own name is All I Feel Is Rivers, though he did publish a novel under a pseudonym in 2024. He teaches at Alma College and fly-fishes whenever possible.
Amway asphalt, default highway
Botox sundaes detox Sunday,
Comcaster oil changes climate,
Democrats argufy Aristocatic demagogues.
Exxon axis: egret Exodus.
Fritos pray. Egos Lay
Google Hammy Spam burglars:
Holiday Hotpocket Inn digestion.
International Blouse of Flan-flakes!
John, Jiffy, Jesus, Lube.
Krafts kraal: Pepto Dismal.
Lord’s fjord ignores Ford.
Metamucil Acts: Muzak Uzi.
Nvidia’s Leviticus: Nextel Heaven.
Old Knaves, egads! Gonads!
Prozaced Lorax mustaches Bigmac;
Qwest divests febrific Febreze.
Republicans Rolaid licksplittens. Poll-raid!
Soft-honeyed Splenda sycophants plunder
True Green. Beshrewed glean:
United Hairlines unilateral pratfall.
Victoria’s Visas: Secret vendettas:
Wal-Mart brawl, double deed:
Xeroxed, Xeeted Xanadoo-doo: Clorox.
Yankee Yahoos. Yoohoo, Yaweh?
Zenith: soporific Zoloft landing!
Apart from creative nonfiction and poetry, Adrian DeBoy aspires in the arts of teaching, parenting, and living. He has tilled twenty-four years into high school with hopefully sixteen-ish to go. Other sources of joy: cooking, hiking, biking, gardening, and being with his wife and sons. This is his first publication.
The Blank Banner
In Dante's “Inferno” a special enclave of Hell,
Choice abode of eager wasps and hornets,
Is reserved for those whose intellects
Lack decisiveness, who cannot spell
The difference between doubt and treason
And spurning faith and rebellion
Do nothing. They have private horror,
Obsessively deliberate bleak reason’s
Parabolic arc, are terrorized by glare
Of limb blasts, and faith’s fiery ardor.
They flinch from both. They seek to be free
Of what to them is noise, trumpet blare
In anthems and hymn’s glide, salute colorless
Banners, clear of resurrection and the killing mess.
Pramod Lad was born in India and has a Ph.D. in biochemistry from Cornell University. His poems have been accepted in Wilderness House Literary Review, Eclectica Magazine, The Innisfree Poetry Journal, The Pulsebeat Poetry Journal, Litbreak Magazine, Amethyst Review, Soul Forte, Neologism, Verse Virtual, and elsewhere.
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