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Fall 2024

Welcome

Soul Forte: A Journal for Spiritual Writing is delighted to present Issue 5, featuring writing by Mara Inglezakis Owens, Linda Therese  Utstøl, Irene Loy, Miriam Louis, Caroline Reddy, Amrita Skye Blaine, Wendy Jean MacLean, David Morrill Williams, Maggie Pfeffer, and Pam Abela. May you read and resurrect. 

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Mara inglezakis Owens

Knife-heeled, Red-bottom Shoes: Poems by Mara Inglezakis Owens

Rhus


Near that multi-family housing you are fighting to expand

rhus erupts through three-year-old asphalt as if waiting

for the next pint of dog piss; the next slap

of the next bike tire; the next round

in the freeze-thaw cycle. It has no business

surviving.


                                    Surviving is its business.





Vrukolakes


We should be used to this by now. Thorns. Rods

in hideabeds. Nails in hands and in

coffins.


                 That song my mother sang with those

tufts beginning to swell like cold-season

grasses on the smooth unbroken soil

of her scalp (she hated wigs):


I get knocked down

but I get up again.





Basil


We can lead separate lives

as long as we have to.


I am just afraid that, next time,

the villagers will be sober enough


to remember where they left us. That

someone will bring a splitting axe


along with the icons and the basil

and those knife-heeled

red-bottom shoes.



About the author

Mara Inglezakis Owens dropped out of school ten years ago; she works in IT and lives in the

suburbs. She enjoys gardening, aviation, writing much, and publishing little.



Linda Therese Utstøl

Eternal Yes of Mary: Poems by Linda Therese Utstøl


Emptiness is more realistic

you claim

unhappiness stems from

being too intelligent

I can recognize the inclination

the sense of safety in arrogance

words like “loneliness” seduce

lure with promises of

insight and self-importance

the ability to disenchant the world

the desire to build tall buildings

in flat landscape

constructing Metropolis 


~Translated from the Norwegian by the author from her collection of poetry Moderne hengivenhet (Modern Devotion), 2019.





A love for cherries made me look for the perfect shade of red

to pat my cheeks, my lips

permanently blushing like a misbehaving child

a subtle assosiation to love

please see me as body

please see my soul through passion

girls in love with love always perish

or are cleansed by fire





Rest and be still

the thrills of existing are so many

first lesson: curate violence

a young boy taming aggression

questioning the statement:

freedom is ruthlessness

I used to resist femininity

as a game I couldn’t win

but now when you touch me

your beauty burns me

sweetly

like the eternal yes of Mary

finally I recognize the ugliness

of the voice that makes my soul small

I recognize accusation and bitterness

my angry hands when I'm yelling

a begging motion



About the author

Linda Therese Utstøl is a Norwegian writer. She has published two books of poetry, Mannen er vakker fra livet og opp (2014) and Moderne hengivenhet (2019). Her interests as a writer are honey, Catholicism, love, sex, femininity, masculinity, nature morte, God, desert sand, wine, bread, the ocean, the sky, light, darkness, beauty, virtue, and holiness. Learn more and support Linda Therese's work here. 



Irene Loy

They Just Moved the After Party Indoors: Poems by Irene Loy

Lake Placid Evacuational


We spent a year

Driving in circles on Lake Placid

Getting our relationship

let’s call him Suit

good and drunk on IPAs

until he swayed and slurred his words.


Then Anthony Bourdain killed himself

and I thought—we’re next

But ours was homicide

He wore too formal attire for a boat anyway—not a fit

So we pushed Suit overboard

He was struck by another boat

and died on impact

floundering.


Shocked, we lashed out at the water

at time

appearing to be linear, courting regret

watched ravens ducking in the orange light

dragged him on shore

but he couldn’t be brought back

emptied his pockets of Chinese horses

matching keychains

meteorites

Nat Geos

and the letter where he invited me to dance

now waterlogged

concussed

a blatant memory

impossible to resuscitate.


I threw stones in the water

and got in trouble for that.

It was irreverent.

I wanted waves and boat rocking and forest fires

so I have to leave this lake

and it

finally

is leaving me.

Besides—we had to turn our backs—

Suit was an embarrassment, splayed out on the shore like that --

bloated

life leaving through his mouth.





The Tragedy of Losing a Friend


There’s no octopus on the left side of your neck

anymore


No sacred geometry off center on your crown


No beehive on the outside of your right hand


Nothing between your knuckles

whatever you said about living

which you did not do

ultimately


But you did love me once

I remember

over hand-rolled cigarettes

in my yard


Offering to come to Cali with me

like the ray of light you were


No chunky jewelry now

or gauges

jaunty hats 

or velvet jackets


Just Alt-J and Matt Maeson

on repeat


How we saw Parasite

to resist the onset of the lockdown


How you were in my bed

when the movers came to pack up my stuff


How I should have loved you better

and got a call instead





The moon fell in love with rock and roll


One night

the moon fell in love with rock and roll

so she watched him admiringly from the sky

each night

noodling his tiny guitars

and spraying audience faces with his artificial lights

until one night

she realized

I wish he loved me back

but he does not

and her big moon tears fell from the heavens

flooding the concert

but nobody cared

they just moved the after party

indoors





London


I dislike London

Endless press of well-heeled souls

One without water





Düsseldorf 


They walk among us

Like ghosts in need of housing

Mumbling to themselves 





Europe


Europe is just a

series of sweaty streets filled

with masterpieces



About the author

Irene Loy is a writer and improviser living in Salt Lake City. She holds an MFA in Dramatic Writing from the University of New Mexico. In 2023, Commonmeter Press published her first book of poetry, I’ve Named the Goddamned Ravens. She is currently a PhD Candidate in Creative Research with Transart Institute and John Moores Liverpool University. 



Miriam Louis

No Star Guarantees: A Poem by Miriam Louis

Triptych


Dusk snatches my day,

tucked in a crease of color,

whisked away, recycled,

disguised as tomorrow . . .

cold comfort when a piece of me is lost,

no surrogate between what I was

and will become,

mourning the passage of time

even as it’s being reborn.


*


Midnight manifests in basic black

glamorous with diamond tiara

of Milky Way pavé,

consorts with dark forces

or spirits from the dead.

Mascot moon waxes, wanes,

casts spells on ocean tides,

advances the calendar

as our days dissolve.


*


Dawn unfurls a red carpet,

fiery star in glorious attire

poised to strut the sky.

We rise to our feet,

pointed forward by design,

then face what we must—

knead the hours, shape each day

to bake in sunset's flame

yet no star guarantees

we will partake of the bread.



About the author

Originally from New York, Miriam Louis now lives in Washington, DC. Retired from teaching English as a Second Language, she devotes much of her time to writing poetry and has two collections of poems, increments and Crossing Lines. Her other interests include playing bridge and playing the piano.


Caroline Reddy

The Fire Festival: Poems by Caroline Reddy

The Timeline of Autumn


I reset memories of loss

as the fire festival 

blazes infinity symbols across

the gateway of spirits.


In my pagan ritual 

I steal a scythe

and soothe old carcasses

before harvest meals chime—


our clocks forward.


I close the cycle of my moon blood,

fold into the crevice,

and as the lights dim gently

of candles adrift—


I release my ghosts.  





Between the Wildflowers


Breathing in the essence of meadows 

I part the ivy overgrown on the stonewall 

and step into a hidden portal  

where purple tulips awaken my heart.


I watch wildflowers sway alongside

vanishing epitaphs and listen 

to frequencies of the cosmos

shift solitary episodes into joyous paths:


a walk through Central Park radiates 

smiles, as pink blossoms allow

our imagination to roar.


We soar along the highline in New York City 

as the sun reigns above singing sharks.


We witness 


a solar eclipse, 

comet, 

and our love 

atop the hills of Sleepy Hollow.


I become fluent in the language of fluidity

stirring images of my elixir box

into the cauldron of time—


existing even in our distancing—

vast and expansive.


We merge our souls into a tapestry

as we watch pumpkins rise in a glorious blaze 

towards the peak of Little Stony Point.




 

Under the Harvest Moon


I gathered pictures of pink crystals 

in my elixir box—for there is no potion

to conjure a mystical notion of love


a true embrace occurs when moonlight 

alchemizes my phantoms--

and I mesmerize the fates with my plea:


I want to fold and unfold 

our bodies in velvet sheets

beyond the dent in my mattress.


A physical space now appears 

tying those dreamy sequences 

where I rest my head upon your shoulder

and spill my Persian tears--


your touch allows me to be still

as the haunting of ghostings begins to fade.

Across the Autumn Equinox

we create our new dimension

as softness echoes with each caress:


in that rhythm of life--

Jack O’ lanterns blaze the night sky:

and our Harvest moon appears.



About the author

Caroline Reddy's work has appeared in numerous journals, and she will be teaching a creative writing workshop at The Poet’s House. Shake the Atmosphere to Reclaim an Empty Moment is her first book, published by Pierian Springs Press. For more information please visit her website: www.carolinereddy.com .



Amrita Skye Blaine

Last Meal Before Dark: Poems by Amrita Skye Blaine

Vespers

Canonical office, sunset


evening light,

slant shafts of gold

trees glow within—

hummingbird long

sweet drafts

last meal

before dark


our street slows

lights flick on

the waft of soup

simmering


the owls, their call

and response like

chanting monks,

the ground

beneath my prayer

for peace, for calm





host for the sacred


we are one bone

aware, I pray


knowing well nothing

is separate

still, I pray


prayers are lies

words always fail

yet the urge is true

this, I pray





the call

I yield myself and am borrowed —D. H. Lawrence


this, the gift

to give over until

willingly taken

I wait


stars winking

plenitude inside

creation, a joining

thee and me

source and means

a seeming two yet

one in play


a labyrinth

this web of words

shivers rush

my back

the unknown calls





retreat hut


I don’t attend church

that stone-steepled place

my sanctuary is inside

an internal hut

I attend

on a regular basis—

not only on Sundays

in fact, I live there

rest in the big

luminous field

offer gratitude

breathe

listen

pray



About the author

Amrita Skye Blaine develops themes of aging, disability, and spiritual awakening. Her poems have been accepted by Soul-Lit, Braided Way Magazine, The Merton Seasonal, The Penwood Review, Poetry Breakfast, Delta Poetry Review, and the New English Review. Her first poetry book will be published by Finishing Line Press mid-2025.  



Wendy Jean MacLeaN

And Revel: Poems by Wendy Jean MacLean

We Breathe Without Thinking


Most of the time

breath is just breath.

We breathe

without thinking until we notice

the sky breathing

in cirrus, cumulus, nimbus glory.


Breath turns dust

into trees and angels

and pebbles and sky.


We breathe our way

into deeper prayer

as silence welcomes us

into the unfolding of the mysteries

at her welcome table.


When dying lingers without death,

we hover, listening for birth cries

in the groaning

that clings to life, as pain

signals transition in the labor.

We hold our breath,

hoping our prayers will be midwife and friend.


We sigh to make space for the blessings.

We have held our breath so long

that it turns to light

when we surrender.


Stop, and revel, and remember

God’s first breath

and the groaning of creation

and our birth, then as now,

in this moment of awe.





A Path of Flour


Light sifts the growing wheat.

The child goes to the market with her mother

to get what they need. The wheat is ground

and ready to be made into bread.

The child wants to leave a trail,

a path of flour to mark their way home.

The mother knows they must hide each step

and be ready to run. When the pantry is empty

the woods become dangerous.

The woman makes bread.

The child wants to share.

The woman is strict: We cannot share our bread.

There is not enough.


Across the centuries, I hear the hunger

of my Palatine grandmother

struck by famine.


The years sift flour and the child grows.

In the new land, the bread is plentiful.

The little girl wants to share it

with all her friends.

She invites the whole world.

She shows me the path she left.

Across the centuries, stars turned to bread

and bread turned to stars.

My Palatine grandmother finds her way to me

in the words of consecration.

Blessed and broken. There is enough.





Hanna to Eli: You Have Never Heard

I have been pouring out my soul before the LORD. --1 Samuel 1:15


You did not try to understand

the sounds

coming from my body.

You have never heard ecstasy

or the rumble of rocks shifting and moving

in the heart

as Spirit pushes away obstacles

and smooths the path

into prayer.


This is not a language you choose

to understand.

You refuse to learn the words

for the stirring of water

for the womb of the mountain

for the mercy of God’s ear

pressed against the belly

of the earth.


You think this longing

pouring from my heart

is the voice of wine

stumbling through my body

into the awkward words of pleading

for more.


Listen! Hear my cry

for a child

to fulfill my prayers.

Bless me! Hear me!

Speak my name.

I am a woman deeply troubled.

Bless me! Hear me!

God opens my womb

as water and mountain

shift and move

into earth delivering

new life, new vows

mother and child

and a healed covenant.



About the author

Wendy Jean MacLean is an award-winning poet with four books of poetry and several commissioned collaborations with Canadian composers. Publications include Presence, Crosswinds, Gathering, Green Spirit, and Amethyst Review. She is a spiritual director and United Church minister from Ontario, Canada. She is the inaugural host of the Center Quest School of Spiritual Direction Poetry Studio.



David morrill williams

Loaded with Wonder: A Poem by David Morrill Williams

Jesus Ruins Everything


When he’s invoked

He’s a loaded gun


Loaded with wonder

Fear

Love

Shaming

Boredom

Blaming

Bullets

Cupid’s arrows

Scorn

Puzzlement


A Rohrschach test

Changing appearance

For each observer


His name is Mudd

Savior

Hubris

Redeemer

Rapscallion

Sanctifier

Ultimate Poseur


Is Jesus worth anything in this world?

(People will only see what they want to see.)


A blot of ink.


Pity.



About the author

David Morrill Williams is a poet and songwriter-hymnwriter who came to these pursuits

later in life. He is a retired Program Director and Teacher of English to Speakers of Other

Languages for adult immigrant parents and international students. His poetry has been

published in Time of Singing, Tiferet, the Platform-Review, the Resistance Prays, Sensations

Magazine, The Gazette of the Church of St. Luke in the Fields, and the annual Riverside Poets

Anthology. He lives in South Orange, New Jersey, with his husband, the cellist and author

David Black, and their cat, Rawley.

Maggie pfeffer

Returned to All He Was Ever Meant to Be: A Parable by Maggie Pfeffer

Oru's Journey



one 


He had heard of this place once before. Or maybe he had seen it, or felt it. It was not particularly beautiful nor particularly large, but it was in its own fully, and so, fully magnificent. He came upon it, willing to notice, as one ought to upon anything on any day. He felt it together - through him and with him.


It was Umi. 


Atop a hill overseeing the land but never distant, Umi is home to all, even those that did not know. Trees and shrubberies rested atop her trails while the birds flew near and free. Their songs did not fill her skies but were a part of them. Their choruses did not rise with the winds and the winds did not guide their melodies. Wind and song were as indistinguishable as the rays of sunrise and sunset to a tree’s trusting leaves. 



two


He was Oru. 


Oru knew his name and his place in his home village. His hands were his honor and their creations his worth. He was schooled as a boy, like all children. He learned his place, he learned his trade, he learned to polish his mind and mouth. His people prospered. All had food to eat and water to drink. No one laid cold and alone at night. Winters came and went, summers all the quicker. And his people always stayed and worked and grew. 


Oru loved his home. Laughter graced his ears often and Oru’s arms wrapped around warm bodies plentifully, both sheltering and sheltered every day. He felt content in this way and comfort within this way. 


The village did not have walls, they did not need them. Every while an outsider might walk over their land and into the village. They were never the same in look or tongue, though they did make the same faces and did have the same needs. The village’s surroundings had been mapped and amended for generations as their means and needs multiplied in tandem with their descendants. As custom would have it, the villagers would give bread and a night’s shelter and guide the newcomers off on a suitable way the next day. 


For many cycles this was the way. 


That is until one especially beautiful day. 



three


There was something particularly different about him. Something more than the dif erent of before. He arrived on foot as all the rest, and would leave just the same the following day. He did not ask for anything more than the others, but somehow still, his eyes prodded at something unscathed in the villagers, there was a weight to his presence that sank to an untouched place within their bodies. His posture and limbs told a tale they had not yet encountered. 


Vaporous silence crept across the village. Even so, the villagers gave him a room and warm bread and would show him on his way in the morning prosaically, for what else was there to do. 


But with the sunrise, the morning did not oblige the custom as they would please. The man was gone, and with him, a week’s provisions. 


There were plentiful grain stores still and no possessional damage or bodily harm had been inflicted to anyone, but still the man’s unfamiliarity turned thievery and flight left the village like a child’s exploring feet unrests a riverbed. Tensions and suspicions bloomed like the thorned flowers of their vale. The same hands that crafted beautiful belongings, harvested and milled wheat, and braided children’s hair were now clenched tightly. Their fists, so too their minds, hardening in on themselves. It seemed to them now that the air waded heavily about their home. However still, the morning fog drifted away as the sun rose, and the fields rustled, and the birds praised the sky. 


Oru knew the answer of his village and for his village. The outsider must return to profess his faults and plant grain in place of what was stolen. This was the way that had been taught, to maintain equilibrium, to maintain their peace. 


He left without hesitation trusting a righteousness to direct his course. 


Outside his village and vale, outside what he felt he knew, his breath was slower and his walk more sure. The purpose of his steps not undermined by the uncertainty of his path. He followed something he knew not fully of. 


And Umi smiled in her unchartable distance. 



four


A half day’s distance away, upon first sight she did not strike him like a lover’s gaze but stirred him like a melody long forgotten though still impressed on the heart. Oru thought that perhaps he had visited this place atop the hill as a child, with his family he wondered. He had no memories he could call on to affirm this, but he must’ve been here before. 


His pace swiftened and his spirit enlivened. His family and loved ones never strayed far in his mind. He bridled their left-behind fears to his faith that he now anchored to this atemporal place beckoning him. 


The closer he came to Umi, the more living creatures he noticed. They were not prancing more proudly nor chirping more loudly, but all the animals, those lounging in the shade, forging in the gravel, and weaving in the air, charmed his senses in a newfound way. Plants he even noticed seemed to anticipate the breeze’s ebb and flow. There was an abounding choreography. Sunrays cohered the swaying tops of the trees to the stretching roots of the grass, and everything in between. He had never known as pure a harmony, and though he did not question its reality, it provoked a curious sort of troubledness within him. Yet still, the sun was finally nestling into its clouded cocoon on the horizon, so too Oru let his body rest in the welcoming shadows. 


He awoke just before dawn with a crystallized sense that here he would find the outsider and enjoin him to do as tradition says must be done. 


While all else was still, Oru for the first time noticed the nearby stream’s devout trickle, the softest member of Umi’s chorus. Though very small, it reached from the top of the hill out farther across the land than Oru’s eyes could follow. He walked up along its amiable pebbled edge until he at last arrived at its modest crest. 



five


The spring was waiting patiently at the peak. Meeker than any pond and somehow still more splendid, its perfect symmetry was made more enchanting by its sparkling, near luminescent water. Oru felt as though he were peering down further than the earth could possibly plunge from the highest mountain summit that could have ever formed, and yet it was the same humble hill he had seen from afar. Despite this seeming endlessness of the invisible nadir, he was not engulfed with fear but stirred with a calm awe. It was similar to the contentedness and comfort he felt in his village, but this called to something new or hibernating within him. 


He was not sure how long he had been gazing down at the gently swirling water when he suddenly felt the gentle pull more tangibly to at least touch the water. Carefully from his knees, he placed his flat palm down upon the surface. 


In an instant, words, time, physical sensation all left him. Rather, he felt himself limitless, without the bounds of identity, or codes, or loyalties. He was at once with the depths and with the heavens, he could not have spoken of his trade or even his name, but he now feel the sorrow in the outsider’s eyes. 


His heart and mind were no longer separate, and neither were his affections for loved ones and those he knew not. With a clarity he had never possessed, he realized his immutable connection to all beings, across all times. There was no consideration for the laws and customs of his village as they were too brittle to withstand the vastitude Oru inhabited. He had lost himself and returned to all he was ever meant to be. 


He had not merely entered Umi’s waters, he had reentered into communion with himself, his true self, in communion with all life as it was in the beginning and now and ever shall be. With the man with sorrow in his eyes. And he felt his sorrow and his soul, through him and with him and in him.



six 


Oru woke under a modest tree, beginning to shed its leaves, while the wisp of a dream was melting away. He could no longer hear or remember Umi’s chorus, but his heart’s cadence was flowing to a softer song. And the outsider’s eyes were now etched in his mind in a new light. He still hoped to find him, but not to bring him back to the village and rectify what had passed. He hoped to find the man, to offer an embrace and a lasting welcome, to meet his humanity with his own and not custom. 


His confidence had gone, but in its place was a deeper strength, an openness and an attunement to the things and creatures around him. He still longed to hold his loved ones, to break bread together, to witness the seasons come and go, but not simply as before. 


The things he knew and loved were good. He was grateful for all his village created and was. And so too, was he hopeful for all his village could grow to welcome and love and be. 


And so he set forth to come back home, and to invite others along with him. He did not know if he would happen upon the man with sorrow in his eyes and have the chance to truly know him. He did not know how he would return to his village at all. But he knew he was one small note of the greatest song. With that, he carried on.


And hoped to find some bread for his journey. Perhaps a week’s provisions. 

About the author

Maggie Pfeffer is a twenty-nine-year-old Texan drawn to borders of all kinds. She is currently battling imposter syndrome amongst academics in her Master’s program in International Development, and seeks to find small ways in which she can help bridge gaps in perspectives, and then, in loving actions. 

Pam Abela

The Waters and the Seas: Poems and a Painting by Pam Abela

Painting: "The Birth of Venus," oil on canvas, by Pam Abela


 

Goddesses of the past, I call to you

Rise up and bring justice to the earth

The soil weeps, why do you sleep?

Mother of Earth, Mother of Death

WAKE UP howling wind

The goddess in me knows no yesterday

She rises from the depths of the sea

Battered and bruised she screams revenge

I AM Mother of Children, Mother of Life

LISTEN to ME storming fire

Protect the trees and the forests, the waters and the seas

The mountains that pierce the sky and the valleys where you rest

I pray to you, blessed womb

Goddess divine unfold within

COME gentle breeze

I am a breath of fresh air


I look within,

to my epicentre,

to that point of alignment where heaven meets earth,

where stars gather into an intimate constellation.

I imagine it pulsating with constancy,

alive, breathing,

burning with possibility.

I am a breath of fresh air,

a universe unfolding.

Strong yet fragile,

replete yet deplete.

A space uncontaminated,

purified with my pain,

saturated with my glory.

I am new flesh multiplying,

healthy tissue that grows and folds over,

An abundance that swells, infiltrating my microcosm,

sealing the fissures that penetrate my existence.

What if I reach out for you,

Cradle your hand in mine?

I will put your hands to my lips

and kiss your palms.

My warmth will ooze out into you,

resolve your weakness,

soften your pain.

Let me know your hurts,

let me know your fears,

let me know your suffering.

They are you,

intensely you.

Take me into your being.

Let my seeing eyes water,

my knowing lips curve.

When my truth meets yours,

our knowledge will ascend all boundaries,

our awareness, all divisions.

And together we can appreciate our bitter-sweet goodness.




Jiena ż- żiffa l- ħelwa

translated from the English into Maltese by Victor Fenech


Inħares ġewwa l-qalba ta’ ruħi, 

Sal-punt fejn jingħaqdu l-ġenna u l-art,

Fejn il-kwiekeb jinġemgħu f’kostellażżjoni intima.

Hekk nistħajjilha tħabbat ruħi, ħajja u kostanti, 

Għatxana għal kull xaqq dawl.

Jien nifs ta’ arja friska, ta’ univers dejjem jiġġedded.

B’ saħħti imma fraġli,

Sħiħa imma għerja,

Spażju mhux mimsus,

Imsaffija b’weġgħati, imkabbra b’ġieħi.

Nistħajjel laħam ġdid qiegħed jifforma,

Tessuti ġodda jinbtu u jagħqdu,

Abbundanti jitkattruli, jinfiltrawli l-mikrokożmu,

ix-xquq jagħlqulili jinfduli l-għajxien tiegħi.

X’jiġrili jekk noħrog idejja,

Inħaddan tiegħek f’ tiegħi?

Imbagħad inressaqhom lejn xufftejja

U nbuslek il-pala ta’ jdejk.

Is-sħana tiegħi tiskula fik,

Tinfed id-dgħufija tiegħek, trattablek kull weġgħa.

Ħallini nagħraf it-tbatijiet tiegħek, 

Ħallini nagħraf il-beżgħat tiegħek,

Ħallini nagħraf is-sofferenzi tiegħek.

Huma int, intensament int.

Ħudni fil-ġewwieni tiegħek.

Ħallini ngħarrex sbuħitek, dak kollu li int.

Ħalli ‘l għajnejja jimlew u jdemmgħu,

Ħalli ‘l xufftejja jinbarmu u jitbissmu.

Meta l-verità tiegħi tiltaqa’ ma tiegħek,

l-għarfien tagħna jirbaħ kull konfini,

il-fehma tagħna, kull firda.

U flimkien napprezzaw

Il-benna morra-ħelwa tagħna t-tnejn.

Ħallini nara u nifhem.

B’merħba nilqa’ l-għarfien tagħhom.


About the author

As a curator for therapeutic spaces, Pam Abela seeks to bring together her background in art practice and nursing. She negotiates a vocabulary of creative language from workshops, site-relevant art and performances to design interventions. She uses research to guide her and metaphorical narrative to communicate her thoughts on wellbeing and illness. All this serves to define and enhance the therapeutic environment. When experiencing the overlap of these roles in an inquisitive way, curating and nursing reinforce each other, leading to the development of a relational and artistic practice in a clinical setting.  Pam, through Deep Shelter Project, has been awarded the Best Project in the Community at the Malta Arts Awards, 2019.
 


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