Thank you for visiting Issue 14 of Soul Forte: A Journal for Spiritual Writing, featuring writing by Cleopatra Sorina Iliescu, Anne Gorsuch, Rose Kerr, Maureen Clark, David Block, and art by Vivian Kent. May you read and resurrect.
A Piece of Clothing Made of Golden Thread
I am the woman from his closet –
a piece of clothing that he wears
sporadically, inside the house,
just because it is there,
and then drops at the bottom
of a laundry basket,
forgetting it exists.
I told him to throw me away,
but he didn’t have the heart
to make that decision.
He chose instead to wait for the morning
that would come with soft rays of light
as he opens his eyes and smiles in peace
without missing anything at all –
the insignificant piece of clothing
that broke down on its own.
So, I drew enough courage one day
and gently placed myself
in the recycle bin . . .
The Golden Scepter
Oh, Serpent King, the king of all snakes,
I hunted for you in all the corners of the universe.
I didn’t know exactly what I wanted to ask,
or what I tried to understand,
but while looking for you,
on the perilous path of finding the truth,
I finally grasped –
in all that I don’t know,
it was not your wisdom I sought.
On the stairs from the end of the road,
toward the Serpent King’s golden throne,
contorted in pain –
the pain of surrendering
the need to hold on tight
to the human condition
imprinted deep in the psyche by societal norms –
I started to shed the skin I had outgrown,
and threw it in the all-consuming fire
of not knowing what was to come next.
And the Serpent King, the king of all snakes,
as tall as a thousand snakes put together,
dressed in regal insignia,
holding a regal serpent orb on one hand
and, on the other, a serpent-shaped scepter,
looked deep into my eyes,
as deep as the darkness of all darkness,
and cleared the way for me to pass freely
into the bright unknown . . .
The Golden Möbius Strip
She chose to live
not in reality, nor in illusion,
but rather in the veil itself,
where both interlace
in a river of their own,
bleeding together
to co-create one’s world.
She sees illusion for what it is –
a cloud that dissipates as it rains,
and reality for what is not –
a cloud that forms from hopes and dreams.
She feels both at once, just the same –
the dreams as they rain,
and the opening of the blue sky
as the clouds pass by
from infinity to infinity
of realities and illusions
she could possibly inhabit
at any given moment.
She picked love
from all the feelings she could have,
to represent and respond to
her reality and imaginary realm,
while they flow intertwined
from infinity to infinity,
carrying on her essence.
A Golden Sign
Nothing was and everything was –
the sun setting in bright colors,
the darkness stretching out,
further and further,
the stars popping up, one by one,
the silence of the lake,
and the frog chorus,
keeping an account of night’s descent.
She was drifting on her back
with her face turned to the sky.
And then there it rose,
first just a glimmer obscured by grey,
turning brighter and brighter,
before revealing parts of her
between dispersing clouds
that looked like running wolves.
She came out in full,
in an orange tint –
the sturgeon moon –
as naked as she was.
While watching the moon,
watching her floating on the waves
of steel waters,
she asked the sky for a sign,
real or imaginary,
a sign that would give her a hint
of what is to come next
after she steps into the unknown portal of life.
Nothing appeared and yet, everything did –
it was her in the light of the moon,
who finally showed up for herself,
rewriting her own story
as an Icarus who found his own way to fly.
Cleopatra Sorina Iliescu, from Transylvania, Romania, lives in Atlanta with her two sons. She is the author of four poetry collections and holds a doctorate in education. In her series "In Golden Light," she weaves tender reflections on beauty, love, and loss—each poem unfolding the soul’s quiet mysteries.
Sacred Attention
I crawl, commando style, through the grass to spend some quiet time with frog.
The first time I strode towards the pond, I had heard the large splash of a frightened frog fleeing my inattention. I learned to approach with care. To allow my eyes to gradually distinguish the large green frog from the background.
Frog was the stillest being I have ever experienced. Stiller than a tree whose branches dance. Stiller than a lake in the early morning. Frog sat unblinking. It’s ability to breathe through skin meant its body was entirely unmoving.
“Something can be made sacred by the attention we grant it,” naturalist Lyanda Lynn Haupt reminds us.
Inspired, I carried this possibility into meditation. My body stilled. So still, so heavy, so content. My thoughts continued, but as if at a greater distance from the frog-like stillness of sitting.
Frog isn’t without the capacity to move, of course. A frog can shoot out its tongue, capture an insect, and pull it back into its mouth five times faster than the human eye can blink.
Perhaps I missed it, my blink so very slow.
What sacred invitation do you feel?
Anne Gorsuch writes short invitations to internal and relational practice informed by her meditation practice and work as an intuitional coach. She shares occasional brief reflections like this one with subscribers via https://www.annegorsuch.com/.
I am so thankful we are here together.
You are my mother,
and I will never have a greater love
than I have had for you and Dad.
I love you -- and the love I have
for you and Dad is bigger
and shines brighter than the
biggest stars in the universe.
Continue to paint and create and live the life
you never got to live. It's never too late.
Never too late. It is never too late
to be who you might have been. This is
your artist era. Embrace it. Here's
to the next 20 years of life.
You will make it. Reflect
on what a wondrous,
amazing life you have. God
has been with you all along
and will always be with you
during your darkest moments.
While Dad is no longer here trust me when I say
he is watching over you now. He is rooting
for you to live and succeed. He wants you
to win at this game called life.
He wants you to take care of yourself
and keep being the zany, lively, lovely,
beautiful youthful woman
he fell in love with.
Be heartened and encouraged.
Never give up.
Love always.
Rose Kerr is a writer and filmmaker based in New York City,.
Alive Together
If our inner worlds
are guided by the smell
of bitter green Yarrow
broken stems of field mustard
even if we can’t name them
the smells lead us to the stone tablets
in the Babylonian library
smells of desert dirt and rocks and depth
the clean sharp smell of ocean
as you watch a glacier calve
and turn its vivid blue belly
topside up into sun
the flashfloods in Texas
smell of rot and wet wood
cadaver dogs are doing the work
only they can do
the smell of lilacs
create an inner calm
my mother only partly understands
though she knows
they were in bloom
for those ten days
she and her mother
shared being alive together
Work of Dying
everyone wants more time
at least the living do
the dying might be
ready to go
you were
you could see the end
of loneliness
the pain in your hip
that made the walker
necessary
the shots in your eyes
far the macular
anow the diagnosis
of Alzheimer’s
so of course you said NO
to the surgery
there was a change in you
was it relief to change your focus
from living to dying
and like all your projects
you gave yourself completely
to the work of dying
you bantered with each of us
but there was no fear
and it surprised me having seen fear
so often in you
I missed so much of that last day
dealing with Nick and it was unfair
to lose time I would never get back
I did not want to feel anger
on your last day
I wanted to soak up your goodness
as you moved beyond us
out of reach
Joy in the Room
I closed my eyes and heard
those thin raspy breathes
that barely lifted your chest
and sounded like a bag of rocks
it was just a second that I looked down
I missed the moment when you left
the quiet got bigger until the room
was a silence so immense
it held all the work of death
and though I did not see your spirit
leave your body
I felt the room change
the accomplishment of it
the pain leaving saying
it is enough
leave behind the heavy life
and your body of light
moved into rest
and whether dad came to get you
or Grandma Edith or
the mother you had never met
there was joy in the room
Here
how much time
was your only question
you faced death straight on
we talked about death for days
after the funeral
do we return to soil
are we pure energy
or do we become stardust
are we rearticulated
to move to the next level
does it matter to the one leaving
or only those that stay
I want to believe you meet your mother
that you fell into dad’s arms and wept with joy
that you were dressed in white robes of light
that you heard your name said
by God himself and answered
I am here
Maureen Clark’s This Insatiable August was released by Signature Books and received Best Poetry Book of 2024 from the Association for Mormon Letters (AML). Her memoir "Falling into Bountiful: Confessions of a Once Upon a Time Mormon" is forthcoming by Hypatia Press. “A Country Without You” is forthcoming by By Common Consent (BCC) Press in 2028.
Therapeutic Breakthrough
Let your therapist know
You turned away from God.
Only then can she properly diagnose
The loneliness, despair and alienation
That are gripping your heart.
Every morning, God awakens you
With sweet breath while pouring light
Throughout your room.
Have you ever asked
What is the Source of this breath and light?
Recognizing the splendor of God,
Infinite Consciousness, Intelligence and Bliss,
Opens a pathway, creates a breakthrough
Into God’s loving vibration,
Drawing out the joy and ecstasy
Always pulsating in your soul.
Appointment with the Divine
I call to you Master, my Beloved,
Casting my voice across the plains
Of grass, sea and sky,
In search of You
My elusive Lord.
I have wandered this world
Countless times,
Devoured by underbrush
That tore at my feet,
Until, at last,
Too weary to stoke the embers
Of my forlorn soul,
I died.
But I am back again,
Tearing through the forest,
Moving closer and closer
To my appointment with You.
Oh Master! My Beloved!
The embers are fading again.
Come now,
Breathe into me.
Set me ablaze!
Spirit Dance
Listening for the music
Playing in my heart,
I drop to the ground
And pray to hear deeply.
I was deaf for many years,
Unable to hear Spirit’s song
Ringing within me.
Now, Spirit plucks the lute---
A melody just for me.
I dance ecstatically,
Savoring the warm nectar
Coursing through my veins.
For years, I felt alone
While Spirit wept softly
With each breath I took.
How can I explain distancing
From the One who always knew
I could dance?
A New Day
Morning stirs.
Birds descend onto the dewy grass.
The sky opens wide,
Drawing my heart into the breath of dawn.
God permeates the morning light,
So I listen deeply
To each breath
The universe takes.
I am fully awake.
Still.
Soft.
Aware that my heart
Longs to be seen
By the Divine Friend.
David Block is a poet and retired nonprofit executive director whose work explores themes of mysticism, spirituality, and the human search for divine connection. His recent poems draw from contemplative practice and devotion, seeking to illuminate the presence of God’s love in everyday life.
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Vivian Kent loves music (especially rap), dancing, and people. She is from Knoxville, Tennessee, and currently lives in New York City, New York. She loves to be surrounded by photographs of beloveds.
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